Wednesday, 29 September 2010

kekurangan kasih sayang

ieeee aq benci benci benci




urgh ! aq meluat giler bile org gune kan aq ! mluat mluat mluaaaaat !


huh ! sangat sesuai dengan situasi sekarang . kao btol ade saket ke tak , aq tak pnah tawu . n aq tak pnah nak amek tawu coz slame ney aq tak pnah pon nampak kao takleh bnafas ke hape ! agy pon kat file skolah yg stebal 1 kaki tu pon tade tulis yg kao ade pnyakit haram jadah tu .MySpace woih ! aq taw arr kao mmber aq . kao tak payah nak carik publisiti murahan . ade ke kao suro aq ckap nan balak kao yg kao ade pnyakit apekejadah tu tah . eyy , nampak cnad arr dow kao nk mnipu , lagi .


the stupid fuckin conversation was like this




dayya .. aq nak tnye soaln pntng ..

yes2 , ape ner weyy ?

Z thu yg aq ad pnykit ???

tak , ta pna tpikir punn na ckap nan dye .

lau ko nk bgth aq ksi ko bgth dye.. aq nk bgth tp aq tkot dye tggl kn aq..

( what the fish ! )


so , takyah arr gtaw dye ,
MySpace ( dngan nada geli gleman nak muntah )

aq nk ko bgth dye mlm n.. ko chat ngan dye tp ko jgn ckp aq yg suwo.. ko chat at fb arh.. kn dye on9.. ley x tlg??

ok ok

( dlam aty aq pikir nak gtaw ke tak ? )

n last.. ko ckp nan dye jgn ptos kn aq k.. plis..

ok ok
( nape aq yg nk kne gtaw ? balak kao kan )


4 minutes later




dayya ko dh ckp lom??

tengaa lhaa ney , kjap , weyy kao saket ape arr . lpe plak .
just ckp et bhgian dade..

poo ,
ko dh bgth lom?? dye x tnye aq pon..

( dari ayat kao da nampaa arr yg kao nak prhatian dye ! )

dye mlaz mao ckap lhaa tu kod .

dh dye dh tnye aq.. cm nak ngez siak..
pehal ?

dayya dye bek glerr.. thx 4 help me.. u my bes fren.. 4 evr.. until i die..


( bapak kao , kao taw taa aq mluat gler babi nan ayat ney )




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aq mmule seyh ta mao ckap . abes tu aq ksian dye mao publicity . aq ckap gitu2 je lhaa .


nampaa tak mcm mane dye mmpergune kn saket dye yg ntah btol ntah tak tuu ? okok ! disini kite harus mmahami bhawe si pempuan ney nak mwujudkan sbuah drama pendek antare dye dan kkasihnye . haha , iyee laa dye suro aq ckap nan balak dye , jgn tnggal kan dye . mmg lhaa balak kao ta tnggal kan kao , dah kao bwat crite ksian sgale . so aq cnad mmahami . eyy , kalo btol lhaa dye sayang kat kao , dye tak dnga cite sdey ney punn dye bole setia larh nan kao . ape ke biragh cnad kao ney . u'll never gonna get this long . trust me dear !


tujuan aq bwad post ney hanye untok lpazkan geram . mngumpat ? not at all ! jus telling the truth . well aq tade edit mane2 part of this hella talk2 yea . klaw ta puas aty bley dtg jmpe aq arr weyy !


huh . dah , penad aq nak mara . ape arr hari first date nak mara2 plak . oppz ! first date ? . ahaha . laen kali story uke . lalalala ~ tnang kan aty .

Saturday, 25 September 2010

chenta pndang ke tige

nite u allz . haha . amacam tajok entry kali ney ? mnarik ? hwoo , letz move on . wanna talk about my fiend's love . hehe ~ aq ade sowang mmber ney . name dye Z . aq nan si Z ney rpad arr gax , cmpai budaa2 kat skoo ckap kiteorg couple ! ahakz . couple kerr ? no way yaww ! haha . knape ? eyy ske aty kiteorg lhaa mao couple ke taa .MySpace cbok plak . ( bajet korang tanye jea ekk ) huu~ . laen arr kalo korang tanye pnah couple kerr ? haha , tu laen cite yeaMySpace . noti you ..


first aq mao knalkan korang kat sseorg . hehe ~ C ney mmber lame aq . aq nan C mmg rpad gilerr ah , besties dry daja 6 . ( eleh daja 6 jee ? ) haha . but know what ? for the first time I saw her . I really hate her damn much ! heard dat ? hate her damn much ! haha . eyy , mase mule2 aq pndaa primary skoo kat JB dulu , aq lansonk taa ske kat C taw . time tu daja 5 . mmg mluat giler nengok muke C . rase na pecah2 kn jea muke dye MySpace. dpat tawu plak yg C punn ta ske kat aq . hwaa YEZ ! ade tman lhaa aq nak fighting kat skoo baru aq ney ekk . muahaha ( ktawe jahat ) . masok daja 6 , aq bley plak rapad nan dye . starting dye dry mane ekk ? err , haa ! dlam clazz , time mathematics aq nan C kne dudok same2 . dye dok cblah aq . oww yea . sjak dry ctu arr kami jadik kawan . haha . tpy time tu bole dkatekan tak rapad cnad lhaa . coz , I hav my own friend n so do her . masok form 1 baru kiteorg stick together , tu punn cbb mmber2 lame kiteorg sume daa masok skoo laen . ade yg pgy asrama lhaa , mane lhaa . aq nan C jea yg skoo kat PJ2 . aq nan C bkn lhaa ta mao masok asrama ape sume . kiteorg saje jea , na mnyambung legasi SKPJ4 kat SMKPJ2 . hehe ~ ( ta mao ngaku kalah tuu ) nyampeh aq . ahakz .


now . how do my boy friend -kawan lelaki not pakwe !- ( Z ) related to her ? this is how the story started . jeng jeng jeng ~~ one day , about 2 weeks ago . he keep askin me about C . mane C tinggal , C skoo kat mane .. he'd asked me all that bla bla things about C . haha . ape agy , aq jwb lhaa dgan spenoh hati jiwe dan rage aq ney . wahwah ~ at last , chattink pnyer chaatink nan C . aq dapt arr korenk secrets dyorang . haha . dewr , upenye C ney suke kat Z daa . tpy malu mao ckap . then aq punn text Z . ahakz . dye punn ade feeling nan C . aq tanye lhaa nape ta couple ? aq geram gax , ye arr . masing2 suke tpy ta cuople . haha . ouh yea ! Z mmg ske kat C n Z punn mmg na mintaa couple nan C . tapi ! Z ckap nan aq yg dyorang jarak jao , na jmpe susa , taa munkin couple blablabla blablabla , n wat ever lhaa .. err , then aq ckap mcm2 arr supaye dyorang bley couple . know what , juz becuz dyorang jarak jao ta munkin dyorang ta bley couple kann . aduu . lom cbe lom tawu dewr . ckap pney ckap cmpai kredit aq na abes ( tak mintak ganti punn , saje jerr ckap ) last2 dyorang couple gax . I see that they both we're so cute to be together . so sepadan yaww ! haha . n I dont lie ukey . really , so sweet together .




but ! yea , there's still a silly but . from that time . aq nan Z daa makin jao . kalo cblom ney aq slalu textin nan dye , lpaz dyorang couple phon aq hav zero text from him . zero miscalls n not before this . kalo aq ta reply text dye jea mesti dye call aq . oww yea . so buzy that time . text from Z , A n W . ouh Gosh . can't handle it . haha , yelaa , munkin tu cbb nye d takdir kan dyorang couple . supaye kredit aq ta abis mao text org yg spatotnye . hehe . good reason rite . err , actually , Im a little down rite now . ok alot . major .MySpace. yelaa . hilang mmber scare tibe2 . so shockin damn siak . bosan giler ta textin nan dye . iyee lhaa aq paham dow . dye ade awex daa . so , I've got to make some space between me n him . so that awex dye bole fit in to him .




haha , mesti korang ttanye2 kann , ape kne-mngene nan tajok blog ney . noo . actually before dis C ney pna couple nan org2 yg ade kne-mngene nan Z . err , yg tuu privet si C sbenanye . sorry yea dude . hehe . so , stop talkin here . kite start study yaww . err yez . aq ade exam mnggu ney . shut up ! ade gerak gempur plak . haishy . saket otak aq . ting tong ting tong ~ grr .
MySpace kne study hard . not too late ( think soo ) . hehe . yg pnting crite kat ats tak masok dlam exam yea . huahuahua . well , hav to be a little bit nerdy this week . MySpace haha . ouh , nengok gmba ayam kecik ney tringat kat Ieqka . haha . dye da pkai cmin mate dow . bdekak ade , ok punn ade . haha . yg pnting tak leh lawan ayam kecik kat atas tuu . haha

Sunday, 19 September 2010

bosan giler laa weyy


yaww . gud evening u guys . how's your day today ? hakhak ? bagi yg ngah mlepak lappy korang dari pagi tdy . aq bsimpati kat korang , haha . tade bende naa bwat ea ? p blaja lhaa weyy . ( err , bajet aq blaja jerr na suwo korang blaja ekk ) . hakikat nyer , naseb aq punn same nan korang . hwaa ! na nangez ! na nangez !
ikot plan ary ney naa klua . aq mao p umaa Ieqka . mum dye ade wat mkn2 kat umaa dyer . grr , taw2 taa dpat pegi plak . couzin aq mao dtg umaa .err , agy punn aq poce ary ney ! ahak2 . kompem taa caye . ye lhaa , mum suwo wat poce nam . alang2 ganti poce aq ary tuh . bape ary ? nak taw kerr ? hehe . korang pegi kat kaunter ptanyaan area2 umah korang . kalo naseb baek korang tawu arr bape ary aq ta poce . - ape aq ckap daa -
uke2 . couzin aq cmpai kol 1 lbeh tdy . dye da branak pinak daa weyy . ade 3 org anak . yg first name nurin , daja 4 . second daniel , daja 2 . last danish , 6 tawon . herr , masok umah twoz terjah bilek aq . haisyh , kecaa arr budaa2 ney . mao chattink punn ta cnang . cmpai phon aq punn dye gledah !naseb taa reti bace yg kecik tuh . ngeh3 . aq ney bukan reti cnad jage budaa2 . in facts , aq ta suke budaa2 ! err , nta laa nape ekk , dyorang ney mcm ta bule pikir taw . ye lhaa , name punn budaa2 . ishk , tapi aq ta bule masok seyh . yg jenis baek uwh tape agy , yg jenis dok diam jerr ke . snang aq na jage . ney taa , kalo bule naa yg ta reti dok diam . masok bilek aq slongka sane , slongka sini . grr , sobs sobs ! opz sorry korang , tade niat punn na ngumpat korang . hehe . tapi da kalo knyataan watpe na tipu kan . ahakz .






eyy ! ecok skoo sudaa ! alamak , bosan nyer . mmg lhaa best pegi skoo . jmpe mmber2 , bwad funfair dlam clazz , mlantak ais krem puas2 , tawaf satoo skoo , jumpe crush ngeh3 , mmekak tngah2 koridor mcm org gilak ( aq ngan mmber2 lhaa ) n mcm2 agyy . tapi yg taa best agy bnyak . contoh ? kne mmekik ngan cikgu coz ank tudong itam ! grr , aq tade anak tdong putih lhaa . btol ! mlz mao beli seyh . taon dpan jerr .


ape laa naseb aq ecok naa cmpai skoo . jgn kne dry tnga2 pnaz sudaa . ( bnyak kali arr gak da kne ) haha .






Saturday, 18 September 2010

sayang sayang

urrggghhhh , best nyer . puas siooot ! grr


haha , baru bgon dry tidur yg cnad nyenyak . ( korang pikir ape hah ?! ) ngantok ngantok ngantok ! naseb taa overnite mlam tdy . enad nak textin ngan mmber cmpai lbam ! ( lbam agy ? ) huu .. err , tabule . lpaz cite narnia aq two masok bilek . borak2 jap then mate aq daa spinning gasing . err , daa tak larat siot naa overnite mcm dulu . dulu2 aq clalu gax overnite cmate2 mao textin ngan dye . grr , mmg gilak . skarang daa tak bule . tido ade laa sgale nyer ! muahaha .


cmalam aq bukak FB . then aq nengok kak maisarah musyux aq tuh post kat page dye mcm ney . '' kpade ccape yg wish bufday mai . tengs sangat2 '' . err not 100% sebijik lhaa . nak ckop kan syarat jea ney . lpaz bace ape yg dye tulis , aq mcm ......???? blur kejap . ( bkn kao mmg blur kerr ) then pas 10 saat . ALAMAK BUFDAY KAK MAI ! grr , mcm mane bley lupe siot .? err , aq punn post lhaa kat page dye . sorry dmory , n wish ckali eppy bufday . eyy awat eppy bufday plak .? eppy belated bufday lherr . ( ok2 tak dnafikan aq pandai ) wakaka .









haha , chumiel taa kaka aq sowunk neih ? err ade mcm adex dye ney taa .? TAPE ! tapaya jwb . aq tawu sudaa . ngeh3 . opzz , jgan gatal2 nan dye weyh . dye da kawen ney ( bwu form 3 dewr ) . anty boyfiee dye dush dush kowunk bwu taw . haha
mao kenal nan dye .? ouh itu bule .
ini FB dye

happy belated bufday
yang ke-15 tawon
cmuge pnjank umo n dmurahkan rezki
n dkekal kan bsame yg trsayang fo evah
jage adex baek2 yea
huhu
sygss kaka
! jelez cepad !
.. bufday aq biler ekk .? ..

Friday, 17 September 2010

terhangat di pasaran

selamat pagi ! err , tnga hari sudaa ( nampak cnad bgon lewat ) . huh ! cowie uke , kol 7 : 30 aq daa bgon p beli surat khabar . then balik aq troz mandi , err tak caye ?! ok fine aq tido balik pastu . huhu . kol 9 bwu bgon . - anak dare ape ney - . grr , anak dare Cik Timah lherr kak bedah oii . da lame jiran punn ta kenal . ngeh3 . ( tade punn jiran name bedah ) . tipu jerr . e'eh , ckap aq . korang bgon kol bape .? ntah2 2 x 5 . ergh , ta bule harap . hehe

eh2 , nk ckap ney . aq n member aq da buat satu perjanjian hidup dan mati .



read dis







PENGUMUMAN !


RABU / WEDNESDAY
15 SEPTEMBER
8 : 55 PM


NUR HIDAYAH BINTI MOHD AZALI
&
AMIRUL AFZAN BIN MA'RUP


berjanji


tak akan menyakiti dan disakiti

menyanyangi sbagai seorang sahabat

menjaga hati , perlakuan

mempercayai

n yang paling penting



kawan slame lamenyer










haha , uke taa .? ape .? na suwo aq ulang balek yg last .? kawan selamenyer , tak paham agy .? friends forever , tak paham jugak .? kao p tanye cikgu kat skola korang . kalo dyorang punn tak tau . kao tanye guru besa . kalo agak2 takot , tanye jiran kao yg cine tu jerr , ape name dye . err , Tong Sam Ah .? haha . mmg tahap giler laa kalo tak pham ekk . dah2 , aq cbnanye na ckap tu jerr . saje jerr enter frame yg kat dpan tuu . hehe yoww , papay .


lalalala






Thursday, 16 September 2010

iee , geram !

oit2 , nak ctory ney . ade nampak pape taa .? alaa bende tuu . alaa tuuu .? aiseyman . takkan tak nmpak .? grr , mmg bute hurup lhaa kowunk ney ( ske aty aq jerr ekk . haha ) . haa , bukak mate besa2 , jgn tkeluar sudaa . nengok kat screen tuh . blog cye yg taa cantex ney daa tukaa BACKGROUND lhaa awak ! ( eeeuuw , cye .? awak .? ape tuh ?! ) . hehe . pkataan lhaa ek , tanye plak . bengong gax aq ney ( baru sedaa kerr ) huhu . SUDAA ! ney bukan nak cite pasal ke bengongan aq , walawpun hakikat nyer mmg aq bengong . tpy korang agy tak bengong . hehe , suspender jerk . amacam , uke taa background .? naa taw rahsie d sbalik sumer ney .? jeng jeng jeng ...






wans apon a taem , ( ta reti tulis jgn tulis ) mmpoz aq kne maki ek . haha . saje jerr nak suwo kowunk kutok . dapat laa aq tambah phale ary ney . hehe . tade , ary tuu aq nak anta abg aq kat Larkin . ade laa dlam 10 minit agy bas abg aq nk gerak . aq mintak izin ngan mum aq . aq ckap ngan mum aq cam ney " mama ! ( dngan nada tgopoh-gpah ) adex nak p kdai jap . ney antare idop dan mati ! tlg lhaa benar kan adex ma .! " haa real takk .? tak real .? ea kao ckap skarang REAL ! aq dush dush kao karang ! haha . suke aty korang lhaa nk ckap ape ekk . sebok jerr . aq tade lhaa ckap gitu ckali . aq ckap biase2 jerr . daa dpat izin , aq troz belari spantas kilat . berkibar-kibar rambot aq . then aq masok plaza larkin . jumpe kdai , aq troz amek bende tu n tinggal kan duit RM 4.90 . then aq teruskan pelarian aq , hingge aq cmpai kat tmpat mama . mama tanye " adex beli ape .? " , aq punn bagi kat mum aq . dye bukak plastik plahan2 the dye ckap " lhaa , YEZZ ! agy . " . haha , cite punye real . aq beli mjalah YEZZ ! je lhaa . then abg aq naek bas . aq ngan mum punn balek .


cmpai umah punn aq belak lhaa mjalah tu . selak pnyer selak , aq terjumpe muke surat ney . grr ! geram seyh nengok page tuh . rase nak tonyoh2 je page tuh ! geram !


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sebab ape .? COMEL CNAD ! haha , sori kak aida . suspensioning cket . aq punn ape agy , troz on lappy n serbu blog ney . hwaa , tak berkelip aq bace . mmg besh giler . secantex pemilik nyer ! huhu . giv me some kredit . wakaka . bace pnyer bace , rupenye dye ade wat tutorial untok hias blog . dye punn dngan baek aty offer dry naa makeover blog owg laen ! fuh , cnad lhaa baek thap gunong . aq daa lamer na tuka blog aq . lansunk ta mnarik ( iyee aq tawu ) . huu , aq punn ape agy . mintak tulun nan owner blog ney . tuu cbb aq dpat background yg cantek molek ney . tengs kak aida . geram btol ngan akak , haha . tak caye .? korang tengok kat http://hakmiliksaya.blogspot.com/ . kompem kowunk punn rase mcm naa hantok pale kat dinding . haha . ade kerr .? saje je wat cite . huu


uke2 , aq punn ta pna taip pnjang mcm ney . just na knal kan korang ngan blog yg cantek molek tuu . haha . TENGS KAK AIDABEELICIOUS !

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

uke we're over

korang tulun aq . 1 , 2 , 3 tears had drop down the floor .
am I wrong now .? urrgh , ta bule jwb lhaa kan .




to him :



beb , aq da bace blog kao . n yea , sumpaa mnyakitkan aty . kao maki aq mcm tuu jer . kao ckap yg aq pnah maki kao .? kao tunjok skarang , celah mane aq pnah maki kao .? kao maki mcm2 , kao ckp aq itu ini , then kao ckap aq tak gune , pengkid . nape ngan kao ah .? aq ponn nyesal arr dpat mmber mcm kao . ceh , kao ckap kao slalu jage aty aq , kao tujok arr . eyy hati aq x pna tak sakit arr sjak mmber ngan kao . sume kao tuduh aq . kao ckap aq tak pna jage aty kao , aq cube . kao punn ade ckap yg kao jerk kne jage aty aq . eyy , kalo kao jage aty aq , aty aq tak saket arr weyy . n sala ke aq tulis english kat post2 aq yg lpaz .? kao naa ckap aq bajet bgoz pehal .? bro ny blog , ske aty neneok moyang aq arr aq nk tulis bhase ape punn . pehal .? tukang kebon kao mara pe aq tulis english .? mnyemak





MySpace MySpace MySpace


pastu nk tunjok harok dlam fb , byang kan . 1 page dye mmberontak . kmarok cnad pe kao nan aq hah .? grr , lawak punn ade . tp sket aty agyy bnyak . blog dye lom nengok agy , sume cite pasal ..... ape bende tah dye ny . mental .? err , dunno lhaa . yg pnting , aq takkan bbaek cmule arh nan kao . Idop mama ! haha



such a suck , aboy with dis kind of .... ( tak terkate seyh , sape nk bkate2 silekan ) huu . jao gile beze nan guys yg clame ny pna aq jumpe .


kenape kenape kenape

hish , aq pnad giler seyh , tiap2 ary mesti naa gadoo
taa bule kerr idop aman nan dye satoo ary
susa arr mcm ny
cke2 kne kondem , aq punn naa idop gax
beb , mmg ar kao mmber aq
tpy sume aq wat tak kene pade kao
aq fenin tahap gilax beb

MySpace
kao jujo je bole ark .?
what do you want from me .?
just say it
but don ruined my life
every words dat you've said ,
had drop my tears down
n you never know it
wanna know why .?
dat's becuz

MySpace
Im the only one dat make mistakes in your eyes
Im the one who always make you sad
Im the official liar in your life
isnt dat enough , need more .?
now tell me
KENAPE SUME AQ
please tell me why
can't you just accept me of wat I am .?
please dont change me



you always said dat Im the one :
you're the one dat make me laugh
you're the first person I think when I wake up
urgh , dat's soo bla bla bla


gado cket tak nak kwn
last relationship laa ape laa
don't be childish bole taa .?
dat's not only youMySpace who have feelings
calm yourself n think properly laa
kalo gado tuu tak bole bg mase ke .
bagi asing2 gune otak untok pikir
ny troz tak nk kawan



aq ckp kao emo kao mara kan
dulu kao ckp aq penipu aq ta amek port punn
cuz I know
no one is perfect
niether are you
aq daa ckp aq tanak gadoo

Im not a perfect gurl
My hair doesnt always stay in place &
I spill things a lot . Im pretty clumsy &
sometimes I have a broken heart .
My friends & I sometimes fight . &
maybe some days nothing goes right .
But wen I think about it and take a step back
I remember how amazing life truly is
& dat maybe . just maybe . I like being
unperfect




.. aq sayang kao , tp jgn judge aq , biakan ape aq nk jadik , dont concouer me like dis ..

Monday, 13 September 2010

kawankawan


cweet kann
haha , dye yg bwad . tibe2 jewp . tkejuwt aq , haha .



dye punn da nyampah , ye lhaa , owg laen asyik gosip kiteowg jea . aq punn mluat dowh . bwu sembang2 cket owg daa ckap couple . haa , nenek kao pnyer couple lhaa . apsal dyowunk susa naa pham . aq ckap bhase mlayu kann . kiteowg taa couple lhaa kwan2 skalian . err .




yea fwenz fo ever , sygss pa ketad2 . muahaha ;) .

Friday, 10 September 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

30 ary menahan diri dari mkn n minum , finally ary ny aq dpt mlntak puas2 , huu . bkn tu cbnanye aq naa ckp . as every one know , ary ny raye sudaa . as human being , aq sedaa aq bnyak wat sala silap nan mmber2 n cikgu2 aq . expecially to both of my parents , grandparents , sometimes I've been rude to them .

and for dat ,
Im sorry ...

For being rude to my teachers , parents , grandparents , friends n to those who know me .
For being arrogant to u guys .
For being an unuseless friend , daughter , student .
If my words hav make anyone down , angry , sad or mad at me .
If I'v rise up my voice n talk violence .
For being unfaithful .
For being a bad example to my juniors ( relatives / students ) .
For being a liar .
I've never finished my homework ( teachers ) .
For disturbing your life .

Oh , I realise I've made so many mistakes dis year . Im sorry for everything I've done ..

to Nur Syafiqah Mansur n Nur Intan Mardiana Zainudin , Azeana Ahmad , Fitri Nur Syafiqah , tengs for being my besties ever . Im so thankful to get friend like both of you , I've done a lot of mistakes to u guys , n for dat Im sorry ..

Amirul Afzan , Andyy Hartono , Shafiee , Harith , Syapix n Fazley .. u guys are so special for me .. aq mintak maap cnad2 kalo ade wat sala kat korang , ..

Abg Firdaus , Kax Maisarah , Kax Putri Rashidah .. tengs for being my best senior ever .. Ill never forget u guys .. Im sorry too yeah ..

.. aq cyunk korang giler2 , korang special cnad , adex respect korang ..

Thursday, 9 September 2010

boy best friend

betuah
dat's all dat I can say for being his friend
ta pena dapat mmber lelaki mcm dye
always make me smile
twenty four seven


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wen we first talk to each other
I never thought dat we will be frends like now
our friendship has kept on growing
n I will be here for you to the end

you listen wen I hav problem
n help dry the tears on my face
n put happiness in its place

you take away my sorrow


I can't forget the fun we've had
laughing till our face turn red
talking of things dat's opposite to sad
people think we're insane

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
thanks again for being the best friend

for catchin me when I almost fall
n being here with me through it all



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I'll be there for you
if you've got secrets you want to tell ,
we can talk all day long
if your dreams get broken somehow ,
I'll remind you dat you belong
If you need someplace to hide ,
you can hold my hand for a while
if your sky begins to fall ,
I'll stay with you all day long
whenever you need some place ,
there's my room - where you can find peace
if someone breaks your heart ,
together we sat and paste it hard
now when you feel sad or empty inside ,
I'll show you dat Im by your side
if you get lost out there alone ,
I'll come and take you to your home
I'll go with you somewhere else ,
when here's got nothing left
and when nothing seems to be going right ,
you need a friend , I always stay to make you bright
.. ma syg pa cnad2 taw ..

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

miss him

I know dat
I wont be his first , his last , or his only
he did love me before , he will love again
but if he loves me now
wat else matters .?
he's not perfect n netiher are me
and two of us will never be perfect
but if he makes me laugh , at least once
couses me think twice , and admit to being human
and makin' mistakes ..
hold on to him , and give him all I've got
he is not going to quote poetry
and realise dat
he is not going to think about me every moment
but he had give me apart of him
that he knows that I can break it
never hurt him , never change him , never expect
too much from him
just
smile when he makes me happy
cry when he makes me sad
and
miss him when he's not there ..

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.. sumpaa dayya rinduu kamoo syg ..


Saturday, 4 September 2010

crush again

korang
bule tulun taa .?
aq ter ....
ter tangkap cintan lhaa
aduu mcm mane ny
haha
the story
began like this

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dye dudok area2 ngan aq dlm clazz , best dow mmber ngan dye , dye bwu clash ngan awex dye ( satoo clazz ngan aq gax ) , tu yg aq brani rapat ngan dye skunk . I mean rapat as friend lhaa , tade niat punn na coupling ngan ccape ( ade satoo ckop lhaa kan , huu ) . Sakat mnyakat tuu standard lhaa bg kiteorg . Satoo ary dye ta kne kan aq ta bule taw , ahaha . Sumpaa appening gile ngan dye .


But than , ary ny leh ade yg ta kene plax . Ketare cnadd ke aq maken rapat ngan dye .? cmpai ex- dye leh tulis '' aq da mlz naa coupling agyy , smoge dye bhagie ngan dayya '' . Dayya tu aq lhaa kan , cpe agyy . Ieqka pun daa sengih laen mcm bile nengox kiteorg bbual . Alamak weyy , jgn wat aq rase serbe sala . Mmg lhaa , kalo kalo kiteorg guraw kasa cket . Kawen lhaa ape lhaa , tp tu jus hiburan smate-mate beb , jgn sala paham , huu .


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But know what , the fact is , betul lhaa , aq da ter suke kat dye . Aq ta maen2 ny , syg dow kat dye , dye tade dpn mate aq rase mcm taa kene seyh , mesti mao tanye org mane dye pegi . Dye tade lhaa encem kowt , donno . Mcm mane leh tminat kat dye ntah . Aq da ade boyfiee lhaa wey , encem , market lah uwh , camne bulley cngkut same mamat ny seyh . Aduu , ntaa lhaa .


.. Dayya takkan curang yaww , janji ..